I get nervous when I begin to obsess over drums too much. The only thing that comes to mind is that maybe I might be do something really good for myself somewhere such as college. I really hate school. It’s never been for me. Playing music is the only real thing that makes sense to me. I don’t wanna DO anything at all but play music. This reels in my head day after day, and I really just hope I’m not losing my mind. I have a huge passion for this and until that changes I’m not going to change what I’m doing regardless of how much it worries me. haha Okay rant over.